Monday, February 12, 2007

woof from warp.

The rule is, if I read it eight times and still feel compelled to share it, I share it. Enjoy.
Invisible Mending
c.k. williams
Three women old as angels,
bent as ancient apple trees,
who, in a storefront window,
with magnifying glasses,
needles fine as hair, and shining
scissors, parted woof from warp
and pruned what would in
human tissue have been sick.
Abrasions, rents and frays,
slits and chars and acid
splashes, filaments that gave
way of their own accord
from the stress of spanning
tiny, trifling gaps, but which
in a wounded psyche
make a murderous maze.
Their hands as hard as horn,
their eyes as keen as steel,
the threads they worked with
must have seemed as thick
as ropes on ships, as cables
on a crane, but still their heads
would lower, their teeth bare
to nip away the raveled ends.
Only sometimes would they
lift their eyes to yours to show
how much lovelier than these twists
of silk and serge the garments
of the mind are, yet how much
more benign their implements
than mind's procedures
of forgiveness and repair.
And in your loneliness you'd notice
how really very gently they'd take
the fabric to its last, with what
solicitude gather up worn edges
to be bound, with what severe
but kind detachment wield
their amputating shears:
forgiveness, and repair.

Sunday, February 4, 2007

serendipity in super slow music.

This week held one of those lucky moments listening to a song you've known for ages but suddenly hear for the first time. The doubly lucky part is hearing the words you needed right at the moment the song decides to stop letting you ignore it.

The melody moves so slowly - borderline boringly - it never held my attention. But when my ears caught "we are blessed aren't we", I waited for the rest. Amid the throes of a seemingly endless quarter-life crisis, these words are a breath of fresh air. No answers, and who would look for those? Life finds its own answers. All we need along the way, sometimes, is for someone to say so.


Hands in black mud
At the foot of the manger
She'll always be young

And free to be wrong
A black lamb licks the dirt off her feet with its tongue

We are blessed aren't we
In the shade of these large auburn leaves
Unexpectedly
We arrive where we're all meant to be

Hands in black mud
As she sits by the manger
And closes her eyes

The wind blows outside
A black car pulls the gravel and wants her to ride

We are blessed aren't we
In the shade of these large auburn leaves
Unexpectedly
We arrive where we're all meant to be

Thursday, February 1, 2007

oh lovely.

It's pouring - BUCKETS - rain outside. Pounding on the roof, flooding the courtyard. I'm in soft old clothes, listening. Earlier tonight I lost five consecutive pool games really, really pathetically and watched the world look a little less confusing over hot spicy whiskey cider. Smoked good cigarettes under the awning, watching the rain pour down. Lovely night. Hope yours was too.